unconventional

I can hardly contain my excitement or racing thoughts…so much I wanted to immediately blog about my epiphany just now.

For unknown reasons, I am just recently opening myself to God’s Holy Spirit. Through my study of scripture today, I have seen that the Spirit is most likely a blessing almost equal to Christ.

God wanted to live with me, in me. He wants to be with me forever. He wants to fuel my life and created me with an inner flame. He has given me His Holy Spirit and all this time, I felt Him but didn’t accept Him. All these years, I’ve lived in a state of complete ignorance, incapable of the awesome victories He created me to accomplish. Christ told His disciples that if He didn’t leave, the Spirit could not come (John 16:7). That must mean that we needed the Spirit more than we needed Christ…at least on the earth.

Oh….oh my goodness….what does this mean? Forgive my ranting, but I’m marveling at my own ignorance, and at what God Himself will accomplish through my full, whole, complete embracing of Him, His Spirit!